Bounce..Last day of 2006..

well..i guess its time for al of us humanoids to tink over the passing year of 2006..
its was kinda like a roller coaster ride for me ba as its the j1 yr..got to know so many new frens..n of course there were many ups n downs..like the failure of being outstanding in the A div..come to tink back of Castor 2! haha, my OG grp n how this group sorta made me stay in Mj..(sabrina was in castor 2 oso..lol!!)

mm='( i don tink i can sing anymore le..just cant seem to find back that drive to perform..mayb its the spliting of the 4 of us ba..Alvin,sam n zach. or in fact i never cud sing..juz fooling myself ard by juz hiiting a few high notes.

mm..mayb i shd juz concentrate on my bbal ba..that time one of the bballers ask me wads the goal i have for the team..i said "break into the second round?"..he replied"its nice to dream"...all the more i noe i hafta train hard..cannot slack alr....i hope the guys understan my hinting here n there...

wil i ever receive a msg from u that expresses ur concern first? as much as busy as we may b..it takes feelings to make the first step..or perhaps ure relly wana pull me dwn

Bounce..the day has finally come..

for some reason angela seems to b pissed at sth..hope u'll feel better aft some time girl..
yea..today went out wif the bras..long time nv c them alr..its been fun crapping abt..
pls take care of ur health joel..n nice hair kor..haha=)

now i know u're not a fairy tale

and dreams were meant for sleeping

and wishes upon a star just don't come true

i thought u felt it too

when there was me and you

i understan=) if i had the chance i'll surely do the best i can

Bounce...to christmas..

morning was a blowout man..totally hated it..but well the aftnoon was fun! was buying groceries wif my family as linfeng came over to spend the day wif my folks..we played PS, intro him to warcraft n watch Click..again..haha..

n yea..angela like had over 40 over sms X'mas greetings la! haha..n i had like less than 6 =(

n guess wad i did wif my man linfeng last nite..we went to had dinner aft my work n we suddenly wanted to drink some alchoholic drink
so we were like wondering how to go abt it as we;re stil kinda under the bar..but we heck la so juz tried our luck at Cheers n wala! we got the drink! haha..we were like so happy til we find tt we cant really open his bottle..aft like 15 min...we finally did it n were so high somehow..hahait was fun la..=)

i hope u had fun today=)

Bouncey X'mas ...

mm..gonna go to work soon..so wana wish whoever who's reading this a Merry Christmas yea?

find that the holidays r really ending soon le, as much as i know i gotta start doing my freaking studies...really do wana spend more time wif my frens n family members..get scolded then get scolded la..

Is this the life that i really wana lead? y do i keep turning ppl dwn..y do i keep living in my shell..or is it still not the time for me? If this is so, then when is mine?
Juz like in the movie 'Click'==="its juz that wadever decision i make i always disappoint somebody" oh well..till next time..i tink it'l b another quiet x'mas for me this yr..well at least i hope it wud b better than the last=)

Bouncey..lazy saturday..

LAst min my boss decided to b nice to me n gave me the day off haha..jkjk
so i can like slack at home for awhle ba..was V frustrated yest as i cant find me notebk which in it contain some impt info..N i had to postpone the outing which i had been tinkin abt for so long

i almost broke dwn into tears when i cant find it...then i went to work feeling like a train juz ran over me..
but after serving a few customers, n seeing a v cute baby wave to me to say byebye aft she ate the yogurt i serve her=) i felt that act wen u're feeling most dwn, the best thing u can do is to focus outward and make the people ard u happy. When u receive they're smiles n thx, u'll really feel much better.. i went home listening to music and found tt i act had the faith n patience to search for tt notebk.. n i found it at last!! Thank God..

Bounce....dui(pissed)

wth la...this was'nt suppose to happen! y muz have wad winter new yr!!

Bounce...Back from the 10 people chalet (or was it lesser?)

yea..the chalet was really quite sian coz u only c SOME of the people..but at least like i c

amin,weeyang,kakwai,zukai,xiwen,sabrina,hannah,mel..even jacob n angela

at first i tot the chalet wif/o serena wud b a disaster! but it was still ok la..we din really explore many stuffs but there were many laughters and it was fun cooking together wif those people..

Feeling quite sian at this moment, coz of some stuffs at home. Responsibilities that i've been assuming can really b over whelming sometimes. PLus angela is right, i really tink too much sometimes. But i guess as one gets older, all this shit that i'm going thru will surely make me a stronger person. Oh,...thx ah angela for the green shirt! i tink its really nice!

man..this monsoon rain can really get on my nerves..many trainings and friendly matches have been cancelled because of it alr..

yay..i cant wait til tml=)

Bounce sleepily..

Wooh, Samantha n guijia came Yami yogurt yest n i treated them to a jumbo cup! It was nice seeing them together=) for some reason i was both excited and happy wen i saw the both of them..i guess its really nice to serve them since they r ur frens and u r glad that they have together for so long le..

going to meet linfeng later le..go c if gt anything to buy nt lor..well, therre was supposed to have training tis morning but there was a mistake somewhere and i sorta called everyone back at 7.30 wen training was at 8! so sori !

yest was angela's last day at Yami oso..i stil gt one more week!

wooh, some of the recent songs that i tink is v nice too!

Endless love-shen hua

chu dian-S.H.E

man..i realise i kinda like the ancient chivalry that exsist within the great warriors of the past, even though the recent movies kinda exagerrate it la..man, it was wooh!

U r my king's lady, i don even dare watch u dance

much less to b wif u

to tell or not to tell, i flip a coin...

Yup, so here's like the MTV of the song=) Thx YouTube

..abt another hour more i'll havta leave hse to go for work le..

Is it true that i really confuse my feelings wif the truth? i long for an answer..

mm...Y din i dare play wif my juniors together wif my teamates? i guess i fear to b overshadowed. but i shd nt giv up any opportunity to improve myself. i guess i sorta subconsiously carry the burden alone. i cannot be so selfish, its nt healthy to myself n my teamates..

fIt's funny when you find yourself Looking from the outsideI'm standing here
but all I wantIs to be over thereWhy did I let myself believeMiracles could
happenCause now I have to pretend That I don't really careI thought you were my
fairytaleA dream when I'm not sleepingA wish upon a starThats coming trueBut
everybody else could tellThat I confused my feelings with the truthWhen there
was me and youI swore I knew the melodyThat I heard you singingAnd when you
smiled You made me feelLike I could sing alongBut then you went and changed the
wordsNow my heart is emptyI'm only left with used-to-be'sOnce upon a songNow I
know your not a fairytaleAnd dreams were meant for sleepingAnd wishes on a star
Just don't come trueCause now even I tell That I confused my feelings with the
truthCause I liked the viewWhen there was me and youI can't believe thatI could
be so blindIt's like you were floatingWhile I was fallingAnd I didn't mindCause
I liked the view

Thought you felt it tooWhen there was me and you

-a song that touched my heart recently...

Bounce....normally...

today went out wif my 'mummy'. she was late! but it was ok la..managed to catch up abit but em, apparently her lips are quite sealed abt some stuffs..

to say or not to say? she leave it to me..but dere's low chance of a return. oh well, we went for a SPin n Win kinda lucky draw but i only got a notebook, then i saw that the other contestants like all got the same thing leh..mayb is cheat wan lor...but i gave her the prize, hope she liked it=)

Bouncey quotey :

Whatever that does'nt kill u
Will only make u stronger

Bounce..

but u nv came online...
i shd nt depend too much on love..mayb its nt even love..its juz dumb feelings
Bounce quote :

if wad i am is wad i have, then wad am i if wad i have is lost?

Bounce...

well...i guess i feel better aft bathing n playing com wif my bro awhle..
well on the mrt..that was wad i felt..

" deres no smile on my face

i juz wana get home asap,to use the com or watch tv to spice up my emotions nw

n most of all hope to talk to u online

coz only talking online wif u wud seem less demanding, less awkward

i look forward to X'mas

becoz i look forward to ur response.."

Bounce...ai...

Perhaps its juz my own wishful tinking

It was perhaps a nice dream indeed, but only to b remained as a dream

*speechless*

Bounce tiredly but happily=)

have been off my bed since 7am! played against our seniors today, though we lost but it was great experience ba..i had my own mistakes(as usual) but i did pull off some nice jumpers n passes today!! tml is CJ take down!! (iya, we'll juz try our best la haha)

Then aft that went to Jurong to swim wif bro clement! the 2 of us walking ard made us look kinda gay but it was fun la..he was lik asking " y here no chio bu's wan.." talk cock sing song play majong..lol..n i managed to muster up enough courage to try to long blue n red slides!

as more n more j1s come in..though i hope for all of us who have been putting in al our effort will pull thru..but our progress juz seems to b too slow..jiayou teamates...

**SWEET**=)

Bouncing tiredly...

Wooh...have been working 2days in a row n tml's the 3rd..so kinda tired ba...
its been an ok week i guess, wif al our trainings being friendly matches..erm...we've been trashed so far...but stil i'l keep the learning attitude...

yay...now gt ps1 n com to play..i hope my life wud get better..

pls get well soon=) i hope the dream i had wud come true..it was so nice i dread waking up man,...p.s its NOT a sick dream!

Bouncey..bounce...

except for the "kite being tied dwn" issue, i guess the day has been fine ba..
played wif Loyang sec today n it was great..our screw's' improving..but it has to b by leaps n bounds for us to stand a chance=)

i tink i'm into HipHop!! ever since watching Step Up n U Got Served..i'm impressed man..or is it called breakdance? iya duno la..haha..guess that's where Amin gt his accent..haha..
perhaps our society is too conventional to except this kinda dance ba..coz its kinda tooooo attitude le..

haha..darren! when are u going to lend me crash benihood!? lol...my cousin act gave me her second hand PS1..but since its the hols so shall spend some time playing it ba haha....
n my 06A201!! miss u all...!!

.... Thx for the outing on Fri=) c u sometime soon ba..