n i tot i was supposed to be happy for the weekend when i finally get to talk to u happily.

little wud i have expected to feel so physically sick after that that i vomitted twice in the night n had such a bad diarroea. i could'nt slp all night. It was like my body was alerting me of a disaster. Then the call from my cousin at 4am shook my universe. And to think that we had just lost to Tj by so much that day. Negative things seem to strike me and my family time and time again. I guess the family will be even further apart now. My aunt had love me so much, yet i had done little to repay her love. Always only thought of her as a naggy aunt. i should have known that she was so stressed, despite being uneducated, she was a normal person with feelings and temper too. she was the one who really had the 'heart' to take care of my grandma all these time.

I will strive even harder for the remaining matches, for my studies, for my aunt, for my grandma.

Pls cherish your loved ones whom you may have neglected, especially when you know love them but just naggy. once gone, thats it.