Turn of the tides...

i've fought, i've fallen.

N now i see everything.

The word that exsist in every romantic relationship was never mentioned.

Its too heavy on our shoulders.

xin ku ni le

mm..its the 2nd day of term 2 already..in another months time i'm gonna face the greatest challenge in my time in bbal Its been tiring but yet exciting. But the again, i hope that time will not pass so fast as after that, its all about the books already.

i'm glad i din feel that sad today. coz i saw Blushed! i tink sometimes we really need someone or somethings or even some tots, even though they may b juz a illusion created by ourselves to numb off our pain.

haha..thankyou waiyin for the disc! appreciate the effort!

a saturday is about is pass, a day where most families and friends alike wud gather.
went out wif my bro and linfeng to watch the new Mr bean movie=) i'm glad my bro enjoyed himself. later went to have dinner wif mel, jacob and angela at Organic cafe. nice=) company..not really the food..

In the present BGR world, love is no longer the most impt ingredient for a loving relationship.
The most impt ingredient is ________.
Without it, no one wud even consider being wif you. Y wud i wana be on a sampan when i can b on a firm and solid cruise?

but u noe wad? even the Titanic, the supposedly toughest ship, sank.

*crushed*

Found a song "Love will keeo us alive"
This song's quite old so i guess amin wil rant abt how i'm an emo kid again haha..he himself is emo in a way too! haha..hope those who view it will like the video..

phey, in a way the March block tests are over le..though there's still the big A's..i guess my attention will be very much be on the other A thats coming up-A division...in a way the team has been formed aft all this while..no doubt we are not a champion team..but i wun juz give up like that...if not all the efforts put in by the guys will be down the drain..all the hours spent..the biggest regret wud b not to give in ur best!
oh..i UpSiZed my no. to 10 too=) though its done for someone..i hope that the new no. wil be a new path of pleasant surprises for me ba..i mean ..aft all this might be the last competition i'll b playing in le wad...

Wooh....like at ziqi n linfeng..long time nv c them liao..i mean as a class la...juz one of the pics taken on ZH's cam during the gathering..tink i'm too lazy to blog..

tml still got paper for block tests....sianz...

u got 2 paper tml right? do jiayou k=) Appreciate ur msg..

10 is a nice alternaitve to the no. 6 rite?

wa..so now even my bro clement oso found my blog..
thankyou bro for making the effort to call me=) honestly i duno wad i'll do wifout close frens beside me to encourage, to hang on to...
haha..dun likdat leh..i mean this blog to me is like one of my avenue to rant in a veri indirect way ma..so most of the times its gloomy and sad wan..but there are of course lighter and happy moments in my life la=)

went to samatha's place today for 4A gathering=) wooh...almost everybody was there n it was veri warming to c everybody there seh..Zheng hui n sam brought their partners...wooh..kinky la those two....i din regret going for the class gathering=)

i tink i did something terribly yesterday. but when i was facing it, i dono y but there is juz this impulsion to rush myself over. i totally lost control. did i sorta give myself another chance to b stepped over? i guess i cant even think of the blush to perk me up alr...

i had a v strange dream last night.

i don wana blog abt it becoz its too absurb. but somehow i tink it was as if someone was watching over me. God yes, but it was something else... like a "personal fairy" and she was really pretty. n she could c thru my heart and pointed out my deepest fears and praised me. i dono how to describe. dreams are really hard to explain huh..

Bounce...

wa..its the end of the 3 days of weekend le..Tml gonna b Gp paper..talked to kakwai n jiayi abit..
Kakwai mug so hard he stil say he feels kong(empty) inside! haha..i muz really pull up those socks man..

Went for a swim at clement's place then went to visit my cousin..the day was passed simply ba.
But tots of the past , as usual keep floating in and out of my mind as i hover ard TM. Well. i do hoped that the one tt made me ____ wud somehow appear! lol..

but sometimes when people nid to move on they juz nid a 'fake' goal to get their butts off the ground rite? i noe its impossible wan la..chill..juz wan tink of the blush!

" it takes for for a lie to work, one to initiate it, the other to believe it"

n i'm always the wan believing u

bounce...

woohh...listening to "if your heart's not in it" by westlife now...its been a long time since i hear that song and memories of the past juz flowed back into me. i wan to sing this song..lol!! haha..it wud b nice to have a 'boyband' like in the past..its fun to have a group doing it together- i mean singing.

supper wif angela and simyee was a blast! haha..but it might b a long time b4 i can come out again ba..well things r only precious when we do that once in a while rite? n y is this so? y do we only appreciate when we lost some things?

Bounce=)

today we played wif Ajc, we lost. but i tink its ok=) becoz i tot that at least nw the guys haf a roughh idea again how far we're lacking behind. ALso, we seem to haf gt a lil closer oso so i guess its a gd thing..Aj was a worthy opponent too..
got one play by me n hanqi was v nice! it was juz a simple give and go. but the pathetic me missed the lay up! oh well..look froward to more nice plays!!

!!! i blushed today! when i accidentally stared into someone's eyes! i hope it wasn't obvious though..do hope to juz SEE again..but i noe it wil juz stay that way so its ok=)

day by day, i seem to b able to care less and less for u..its u who make me wad i'm feeling today.
Day by day i c no reason to b unhappy over the impossible 2004
unappreciative, there is no point
no more love
But y does the heart still reach out like an infant reaching for its mother?

those eyes...aiz....haha...