mm... all of a sudden, someone pointed out a truth that ive been trying to hide for some time-i've lost my confidence..
So many new ones have come in..its a gd thing in that e guys are really training like a team now. i c more and more hope for the team. but is it all gd wif all these new blood?the bond that i've tried so hard to bulit all these while, n now i look ard..its all new blood..
its not that they are no good, its just that it does not feel the same any longer..i muz get use to it asap..but alr i am experiencing my own fall..you cannot be a threat to me..wheres that confidence that i had?.i know its stil in me..but i need to release it quick..if not i may b juz washed away..so thats y still went to shoot some hoops today juz to get it back a lil..
time really does fly..in another few more mths, i'll come down le..cherish time=)

lyrics - fort minor

Bounce...

Its been some time since i blog huh...
aiz. apparently this post may have to sound sad again.. becoz some of my mum's frens came over and 'revamp' the delicate house that i live in..nt trying to say my house v nice but its juz that i'm too used to it le..nw wif the sudden changes, i juz don feel so good.

man..i know the feeling of sianness in me now is not going to last but it keeps coming on going..i wan to keep it away for as long as i can..at least for a longer period of time.

Life is so ironic huh..what that u seek does not appear but what that u do not seek keeps appearing in font of u..the last thing i wana do is climb so high n realise that all is but a facade...it...juz wun change....

mm..credit muz really go to my mum who prepared the reunion dinner all by herself ( i only helped at the end)

funny but the chinese new yr this year seems somewhat ordinary..but its the 1st day only so shd'nt judge too fast ba..

its the green-eyed monster that kills most relationships..i cannot let it control me..From Othello and Gatsby i shall learn..

Happy new year to all who is reading my blog=)














sushi oso handmade by mum

2 more days to chinese new year

i guess i can take a break from studies and bbal for awhle, so that i can recuperate asap.
Was so glad i met prisila today! if not for her i would not have known how to pass my time seh..was so coincidental that she was waiting for her friend too.
well we did saw some mj ppl too, n i guess it wud b in their minds "what is he doing beside her?"
oh well but was glad pris din mind the glares and was understanding!

After reading zukai's blog, i have to agree that the angel and mortal game played throughout the school, organised by the councillors was really warming as we actually do get to get to know more people ard the sch..i wasn't a very gd mortal to my angel,Dazzelyn, nor a gd angel to my mortal chen shie. but oh well.

lets enjoy our CNY..=)

mm....have been sick for more than a week le..i should be studying at this moment..but really feel so tired..today's Vday! din noe the valentine's in Mj is em...quite warm? i believe everyone received sth la! i mean at least i did! jk..

Seriously hope u like the gift i prepared coz its done outa the expense of sth i've nv sacrificed b4.

Would like to thank all those who have crossed my life n made an effort to wish me happy valentine's day=) Couples seems to be everywhere la..but oh well..

Bounce..to the end of the tiring week..

some tried to comfort me by telling me i sounded "sexy" with my voice gone...argh..cant believe i lost my voice thru training...n to tink the last time i lost my voice was during orientaion 2006..
wooh! my bro got 13 pnts for his O's! congrats to him!! but oh well..i'm more concerned about his social life than his grades..he's a hardworking chap..

yay..i finally get to meet who i wana meet today..even though it was just a short lunch. n we saw this thin guy hugging his relatively "big" girl..haha..don mean to be mean..but it really looked funny when he started to "twirl" her horizontally....aiz..but oh well..they're in a world of their own ma.. its likdat when u're lovey-dovey....juz make sure u wun hit earth too hard when gas runs out..lol....

i shall rest tonite! DOWAN TOUCH HOMEWORK!!

BOUNCE.....

bounce...ball bursts...

second disappointment comes near midnight..actually i shd'nt b too sad rite..shd nt expect anything in return..we're finally out of the rat race haven we? n who truly noes wads going on in my heart all this while? lucky still gt some v nice frens ard to make sure i don hit rock bottom..

she's so lucky

she's a star

but she cry cry cry in her lonely heart thinkin

if there's nothin missing in her life

then y do these tears come at night?

but i'll b fine=)as long as i get my butt moving

Bounce.. to the race..

disappointingly, i did v bad for the road race..then the whole morning was like veri sian for me le
all i did was juz to sit there wif kw n look at wads going on..hearing ppl boast abt their positions, watching the hse com leading the cheers..i felt v withdrawn then..even when come the mass dance wen i shd b excited abt..i'm juz too heavy..

shd we believe wad ppl say abt wad other ppl?i don understan Y u trust ur fren so much..i'm v afriad i cant hold on..

i donwan u to overtake me..its the survival of the fittest..but then again i will guide u along..becoz at the end of the day..so wad if only i win? we'll stil lose..i wan to win..n yet i wan us to win..